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~ Monday, May 28 ~
I’m scared of someone else leaving me i’m scared of growing up, I know it’s happening but I’m scared. What if I actually love someone & they leave. & I have a kid, like me. & she gets every single one of my fears, she gets my paranoid personality. I don’t want her to be scared. I don’t want her to be suicidal, like me. I don’t want her to be slicing her skin open every other night. I don’t want her to be a fucking mess. I don’t want her to get told how worthless she is, how useless she is. I don’t want her to feel like she’ll never be able to do anything right. I don’t want people to walk away & leave her.
I’m so fucking scared.